Today is Jiahui's last day in school. I almost cried during the farewell party when Mr Lim (hmp) sang the i-don't-know-what song. Jiahui cried too.
I kind of can't really accept the fact that she's leaving. This morning, after the morning assembly, i looked back, trying to find Jiahui, only to realise that she's not in school and will be leaving soon.
This is the first time a best friend of mine is migrating. I can tell that Jiahui doesn't want to leave us too.
Jiahui even gave us, a.k.a the four musketeers, presents. She gave me 'ma hua', a letter, and a small glass bottle filed with stars with a blue note in it.
The letter made me cried. She said, "请你原谅我之前对你诸多的无理（经常和你吵架。）" That simple sentence made me cried for around 10 minutes or so. I felt sorry about it too. I shouldn't have rolled my eyes at her last time. it was not because i didn't like her or what, but simply because of the habit, that stupid habit. And when Jiahui expressed her dislike to that stupid habit of mine, i was all 'whatever'. And we really quarelled quite a lot, although i cannot deny that some arguments made our relationship better. But i still felt bad, i think i will post on our blog and say sorry to her too. Or else i might not be able to sleep peacefully...

Filled with guilt...

LOCATION: Macau Leal Senado Square!

Can you believe this?? I am in Macau posting. And i'm not in the hotel. Neither am i using a laptop. I am at the Tourism Centre, asking for directions to a egg tart shop. Its super good, i mean the egg tart. Macau is fun, but their things are quite expensive.
I'm living in MGM Grand Hotel, you know, build by the famous producers of Tom & Jerry.

OKAY, shall say goodbye for now. Will post more when i get back to singapore

LOCATION: school in front of the comp at home

Apathetic

i guess this is the word to describe my present state of emotion.
i really have no passion for anything right now, perhaps blogging will do me some good...

anyways, i going to macau in the march holidays!
yay! although i'm not really keen in going to the casino (i know i'm not allowed in too -.-)
and i can go to hong kong and zhu hai too!! zhu hai is jiahui's home town!
how i wished jiahui is going back during the march hols. sadly, she isn't
hong kong is a nice place, lots of shopping and stuff. i want to buy a shoulder bag!! and maybe go to disney cos i want to ride space mountain. its really fun! i only went on it once the other we went to the disneyland in Los Angeles cos even with fast passes, we had to wait for like 45 minutes. i didn't go to hong kong disneyland the last time i went to HK, but people said the most exciting ride is space mountain, so i'm not really that keen on going to HK disneyland. I think i will prefer ocean park's rides.

that's all for today, cos i'm still apathetic.

LOCATION: school library

The first bell has just rang and i'm still writing this is the library.

Today, we will be doing a TKAM (to kill a mockingbird) essay, something which worries me ALOT, apparently.

I shall stop here and continue this post later in the day (if possible)....

With loves

LOCATION: School

The first week of school was incredibly fun. I guess it seemed exceptionally fun because everyone just came back from a long, boring holiday.
I was laughing practically every second! Well, consider the person sitting beside me is Xiong Yue. She was full of jokes and sacarsm (correct spelling??). LOL. I was very much influenced by her and whenever i'm with her, i would be able to talk like that too...(haha).
But then, we were talking so much that we don't pay attention in class. !! I know, that's very very bad. But i just can't help it. Bleah.
However, Xiong Yue's maths is good, so i think i will be able to improve my maths since now that i'm sitting with her. hee. That's one good point :)
I hope i can sit with her for the whole of this year. ( and also pay attention in class)

I love going to school! LOL. But then our workload is getting heavier this year, with lots of project works and etc. i'm aiming for a at least 75% overall this year. I think i will be able to do it, provided that i put in effort. Because, according to my mum, people who have the ability to come to Nanyang have good brains.
I shall work hard.

Come to think of it, i have yet put up a post about my new year resolutions. so, clearly, i have none...

Well, i thought about it, and here they are:
1)Score at least 75% for overall.
2)Pay attention in class.
3)Pass all my science.
4)Be able to get into triple science class.
5)Be more kind/generous to others.
6)Control that silliness of mine.
7)Be nice to my friends, esp. best friends.
8)Do not waste money (i'm not saying that i'm a spenthrift).
9)Do not be too thrifty.
10)Read more books (both english and chinese).
11)Improve my vocabulary.
12)That's all. (for now)

I have to really start working hard from now.

School has offically resumed.
Lessons have started. The atmosphere is already becoming tense. I can feel it.
Sec 2 is a really important year, it sort of determines your destiny, you life. The problem starts here, in me. I am not the kind of person that is studious or anything. So I don't determine the atmosphere...Sometimes when exams are round the corner and the atmosphere is really tense, I still won't get it. I mean, i can feel it, but it doesn't affect me. Not at all.
So i'm sort of a bit worried for myself, now. Apparently i do not know what i have to do. I'm still in sort of a holiday mood, although i know very clearly that it is not the holiday now...

O.K.
Now i have no idea what exactly on earth i have just wrote a whole paragraph about. Some kids in the other block are screaming their heads off. i have no idea what's so worth getting excited about. A build-in roller coaster? Apparently lives nowadays have gotten so well that there are people like me thinking about building a roller coaster in our homes. Which i still think isn't something un-accomplishable.

I shall end here as i am sort of in a daze right now...

YAYNESS!
I, Ren Jiamin, have officially graduated from a Mortal to an Angel!!

Today was so super duper fun! Its my first time being a 'recognized' senior! I had been 'senior' before - in primary school. I don't feel like a senior at all in P6 all though the everybody is younger than you are. But now its different, people (sort of) look up to you. Felt great!
There was this girl who asked us (we were eating lunch and sitting together) where is the general office. i sort of stunned at that moment. i could not reply her. i mean, its not like its my first day in school and i myself don't even know the way. i knew the way, i just couldn't speak. my whole mouth was glued together. in the end it was my friend who replied her, "walk straight".
I was a complete retard.

You'd probably thought, "how come your friend is so rude??". It was not our fault. that sec 1 was to be blamed! she was rude. she was all "where's the general office?". she'd probably said "may i know" in front of the sentence, but as far as i know, i had no memory of it...**no offence..**

I have finished watching Hwang Jin-Yi, the korean drama!! It rocks!! i love it! i watched on the internet for free...hee. The ending was not really very pleasing though...

Til another day :)

Ok, this shall be a quick post because im currently into another anime: Kirarin Revolution.
Its a wonderful anime, but pretty long. For those who have strict parents who does not allow anything more than 20 episodes, i strongly encourage you not to even google for pictures. Its really addictive, and if you don't have understanding parents (no offence), you will probably wake up and find yourself locked up in a dungeon with bruises all over your body.

As far as i know, its a total of 90 (or is it 96??) episodes, and we are not sure about the second season, well, if there is one. (but i doubt so)

It already finished airing the 89th episode, but i have yet found it on the web. Its all about your personal preferences, so i can't say much. If you are curious, go check it out for yourself!

Here's a little tip: If you are intend on watching, i suggest you watch at tudou.com. its already at the 88th episode. well, just to let you know, the episodes at tudou.com are subbed, but in chinese. those who can react well to chinese, go ahead. those who don't really understand, you can register yourself at crunchyroll.com and watch Kirarin Revolution in english subs. but its currently at only episode 36. Have fun, but don't neglect your studies!!
(i sound like some advertisement...)

Holidays are coming to an end soon. I have yet wished you all a happy new year. oh yes, and belated Merry Christmas.

Have a great year ahead!

Pretty bored at home...
Therefore, i've decided that i shall post some poems.

To prevent misunderstandings (which i don't think will happen...), please be noted that the following poems are not written by me! (if only i could write like this, how great it would be...)

Here goes:

SUCCESS is counted sweetest
By those who ne’er succeed.
To comprehend a nectar
Requires sorest need.

Not one of all the purple host
Who took the flag to-day
Can tell the definition,
So clear, of victory,

As he, defeated, dying,
On whose forbidden ear
The distant strains of triumph
Break, agonized and clear.

by Emily Dickinson [Part one: Life]


Here goes another one:

I ’LL tell you how the sun rose,—
A ribbon at a time.
The steeples swam in amethyst,
The news like squirrels ran.

The hills untied their bonnets,
The bobolinks begun.
Then I said softly to myself,
"That must have been the sun!”

But how he set, I know not.
There seemed a purple stile
Which little yellow boys and girls
Were climbing all the while

Till when they reached the other side,
A dominie in gray
Put gently up the evening bars,
And led the flock away.

by Emily Dickinson [Part two: Nature]


Here goes another one (can't help it...) :

FROM cocoon forth a butterfly
As lady from her door
Emerged—a summer afternoon—
Repairing everywhere,

Without design, that I could trace, Except to stray abroad
On miscellaneous enterprise
The clovers understood.

Her pretty parasol was seen
Contracting in a field
Where men made hay, then struggling hard
With an opposing cloud,

Where parties, phantom as herself,
To Nowhere seemed to go
In purposeless circumference,
As ’t were a tropic show.

And notwithstanding bee that worked,
And flower that zealous blew,
This audience of idleness
Disdained them, from the sky,

Till sundown crept, a steady tide,
And men that made the hay,
And afternoon, and butterfly,
Extinguished in its sea.

by Emily Dickenson [Part two: Nature]